| God Fucking Damn |
[Jun. 12th, 2008|12:12 am] |
it has been a long hard week. I have had so much to deal with i got a call on the 4th from a guy who is no longer my friend,John, telling me that a good friend of ours was dead. I found out that Zim hung himself the night before. i soon learned of all the drama that was attached to it from when i was at school. in the 8 monthes i was way everyone got alot closer and things started to changed Zim started making everyone happy he seemed to have had this planed. the wake was on monday i drove out for the 7pm one it was on of the hardest things i ever had to do. i rember loseng my step grandpa and my grandma but this was alot less real at the time they were both sick i knew it was inevitable.
Zim hung himself after telling Michy that he was goin to she called and called but it was no good now everyone blames her but it is not her fault.
goin to the funeral and the wake was really hard on me he was only a few months older then me not even 21 yet. and to see him dead killed me i did not know him as well as i used to but we had god timeshe use to allways come in to my work both at east and at gamestop he stopped my lego every now and then but we did not know one another that well then. i remember he used to hug me after work and spin me round as i screamed bloody murder. i never understoold why securtiy never came then again it was not as if he was hurting me. I still cant beleave he is gone. him and our friends i should better explain it as "the guys" use to come into east and request me as their server they would always be my loudest table even with all of my drunk ones.
i just miss him alot the mall will nver be the same |
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